Anymore

Two hours away
Southbound for awhile
You know I'll be back
But until then
Smoke and lose touch
Forget I'm human
Ya
I make mistakes
But so do you
So I drive down each weekend
Avoid making friends
Just to hold you while you scream
Wish you could remember nights I drove you home
Held your hand
Just to make you feel safe
Carried you home
Dissociation scares you to death
It scares me too
But I pretend it's fine
To keep calling you mine
I think we're dying
Tonight
Tonight

I hope you don't wanna die
Anymore
You don't wanna cry
Anymore
It's crazy
But I don't dream
I'm gone
Anymore
Wanna die
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

I used to stay sober until I realized
That I'm more like you
Then I'd like to admit
Three years have gone by
And I still wish you the best
Razor blade
Made those lines
On your hip
I curse them away
Why do they
Get to make you feel better
In a way I never could
I guess that's fine
When we were just kids
I dreamed you were mine
But when we were just kids
We were dying inside
I wish you the best
You treated me well
Well the best you knew how to
Like me
Even though you left your marks
On the walls
In my head

I hope you don't wanna die
Anymore
You don't wanna cry
Anymore
It's crazy
But I don't dream
I'm gone
Anymore
Wanna die
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Therapist says it's not my job to save you
But how can you watch my best friend drown
I guess it's
Easier when your lungs are
Filled with burning smoke
I think we're dying
Tonight
Tonight
We were dying inside
I wish you the best
You treated me well
Well the best you knew how to
Like me
Even though you left your marks
On the walls
In my head

I hope you don't wanna die
Anymore
You don't wanna cry
Anymore
It's crazy
But I don't dream
I'm gone
Anymore
Wanna die
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore