Mind's Racing

DKE, yo
My mind's racing, contemplating my in's and outs
The clocks ticking, helping these kids erase they doubts
I won't waste it, every second of every breath
Chasing dreams, scheming
Perfecting my imperfections
Gonna get it while the going gets tough
I know it's rough and you feel like it just won't ever look up
You gotta hold on and pray to god for life
Turn up the music and vibe with me tonight

I got my headphones blaring isolated not caring
About the bullshit, negativity that you wearing
Walk in my own shoes
I don't need no, follow the leader
I'll bring my own crew
Even though they hate me for dreaming
Guess that I'll get it out the mud
I don't do it for them
Guess that I'll do this cause of love
I ain't changing cause for them
I'll walk my own path, with my pen and pad
As I'm jotting notes
Smoking hella green
Living through just what I wrote
If I was broken down and missing
Would you even miss a beat
Would you even think about me
When you walked on by my street
Are the memories flooding back just like they did when I was me
But that was years ago
Independent flow
That's the way I chose
On my own so
I don't need you
You'z a stupid hoe
Take a hike bro
Leave me alone so
I can let you go
This isn't as easy like I thought it would be
I never thought the love between us would destroy my belief
Of what just truly fucking matters when you meet your defeat
It's such a dreadful fucking feeling like a goal you can't reach
I hate the fact that you just left instead of making ends meet
Guess that I meant nothing, like Joe Budden, in 07
Get up out my way
Don't be mad when I'm getting money, doing big boy things, with a big boy bank
And this big boy bank starting to make me think
What I wanna do before the ship might sink
Hands on deck, let us toast that drink
Live it up now, I don't need that shrink
So when it's said and done
And I'm long and gone
And I'm on to mom
And I can sleep all night
I fucked around in Asian town
Fell in love right quick when we fucked all night
You beat me down when I made it round
Gave you back that crown so I could make this right
Don't live in spite, I made it right
I tried so hard to find that light
I'm heaven sent to make amends
Don't make excuses, or blame yo friends
Or make demands, like you the man
When I'm the man and I play to win
Best back the fuck up
Got the boy gassed the fuck up
I dunno which way to go up
I'm on my way to God's step
Like I'm, here for you
I been that long lost soul trying to make due
I'm always, here for you
You know I been right there when you're broken and bruised
They like to kick me while I'm down
See, it ain't nothing new
I'm on my David and Goliath shit
The Underdog who
Who woulda known that I'd be something so much bigger than you
But I ain't petty, they ain't ready for the wrath of the dude

I'm on my own shit, my own shit
They ain't ready for this music, the music
Helping kids get through the bullshit, the bullshit
They ain't ready for this music, the music
I'm on my own shit, my own shit
They ain't ready for this music, the music
Helping kids get through the bullshit, the bullshit
They ain't ready for it, they ain't ready for it naw