Became Distant

Lord I come to you right now as humble as I know how
Saying lord please stay with me
And keep your angels around me
Cus you know out here, I keep ah good vibe i keep ah smile on my face to please others
But you know behind closed doors lord I need you I need help

Your day ones they gone change and shit I know the feeling
Lord it's been raining everyday you know I need some healing
Stepped away from making the pain then I started spitting
Yea young nigga cooking that's why I call the stu the kitchen
Correctly misunderstood that's my life and they don't get it
I got ran over by the ones I gave my last penny
And I never forget it, swear I'll never forget it
Everybody changed started seeing it then I became distant

Tell me how you feel when your homie change
Only time you hear from them they text your phone and need something
Speak on the shit I been through thats why I call this pain
If you ain't never been through shit don't try to walk in my lane
Cause I been stepping
I roll wit some felons
Not for my protection
Not because they keep a weapon
Even though they'll teach you ah lesson
Cause they keep it real
Lord please grab on to this wheel
Let me know just how to feel
Continue to remove and reveal to me
Don't talk I keep that shit concealed
I know all my wounds can't be healed
But I can say I kept it real
Got my respect ain't touch the field
Dunking shit like O'Neal
Jordan stepping like I signed ah deal
Fuck niggas out got too keep a shield
Threw out the scraps im eating meals
I speak the truth I know my feelings gon kill me
Wiping off they glasses just so they can see the real me
And when I'm gone don't tell the world that you miss me
Cause I'm here right now bitch and its hard for you to hit me
How you gon say you love me, but you leave so quickly
That's why I rock alone, the fake love and the bitching
I gotta stay on my toes, can't let opposition get me
Most days I wanna give up, but I see the light so clearly

They say I'm confusing say I'm hard to understand
But shit what's understood don't really need to be explained
And they don't understand shit about me, I'm correctly misunderstood

Your day ones they gon change and shit I know the feeling
Lord it's been raining everyday you kno I need some healing
Stepped away from making the pain then I started spitting
Yea young nigga cooking that's why I call the stu the kitchen
Correctly misunderstood that's my life and they don't get it
I got ran over by the ones I gave my last penny
And I never forget it, swear I'll never forget it
Everybody changed started seeing it then I became distant

I became distant on niggas
They say I'm switching on niggas
I ain't say shit they changed on me that story different
I know I'm ah speak my pain on some shit thats what I'm living
Been a solid nigga never forgetting always forgiving
Yea this shit ain't just start I been solid since the beginning
Where that nigga at I know I know CyGlizzy he been missing
But I'm back it's nomore lack
I'm committed it's nomore sitting
And I'm different yea correctly misunderstood but I'm winning