Intentions

This the type of beat you
This the type of beat you listen to
Walking through the forest at like one A.M or something
Alright, yeah, yeah, uh

Wonder why, they say what they say
God damn, need some people outta my face
They still pull up to my place
And try to make themselves stay
The same ones need to be saved
But act like everything K
Huh, lonely world
Live in a cycle that only swirls
So pour me more
This a new me you ain't known before
I can sense when shit get tragic
Feel like Nas with the magic
Saw the bag and thought you had it
Take your voodoo doll and stab it
They got me tongue twisted
I'm unlisted
Out of public eye
Need a link with me if you wanna try
To no surprise
It's been a while since hope arrived
Time's running but I'll Mahomes a drive
Cause I'm known to thrive under this pressure
See the extent of these measures
That you expend to feel pleasure
It just makes me second guess ya
Can't ever grasp their intentions
Always trying to make sense of it
Causing tension I'm getting restless
Pure heart you can't censor this
Living fast till I cash up
They ask me bout the new album when they ain't heard the last one
It's sad bruh, can't even tell who supporting me
Or who for the team
I'm so bored with these
Cyclical duties
The misery's beauty
Influence me truly
The paradox is kinda funny
Crazy thoughts always running
Wondering if I pass, will they donate to my GoFundMe?
Who the ones who gon' hold me down when shit getting ugly?
It's tough nights, but I learned by now that it'll get sunny
Migraine, need an aspirin
You breathing the clearest air and I'm barely gasping
Can't seem to grasp exactly what happens

Sometimes it get hard to decide
Still tryna keep this youth alive
We in this together you and I
These months just keep on passing by
Sometimes it get hard to decide
Still tryna keep this youth alive
We in this together you and I
These months just keep on passing by
Passing me by

(There's a very familiar pattern of behavior there)
(Dreaming, together with realistic planning, can be very fruitful)
(He expected perfection on his very first try)
(Sometimes, we expect great things)
(But things can't always work out the way we expect)