Suicide Letter

Dear world.
I don't know how to start writing this letter
I just wish that my life could have been better
That I didn't have to deal with the gangs and drugs
Getting involved with players and real thugs
Why do people think that my life is perfect?
All they do is hate and I don't deserve it
Fake friends I don't need that shit anymore
Going out with whore after whore what is life really for?
Behind this smile there's always a frown
Day after day always feeling down
Heartbroken eight times in a row
Can I still go on? I just don't know
I don't know what to do anymore
Nobody seems to care
And if nobody cares
Then what's the whole point?
The girl of my dreams left me for another guy
Cheated behind my back, don't even know why
I gave her everything that she ever wanted
I feel so stupid, now I really lost it
My life has no purpose, don't want to go thru this
I Can end everything with only one bullet
My life is a mess so why even try
So another girl comes and tells me more lies?
Fuck that, not falling for that anymore
Not putting my trust in another damn whore
Real love is not destined for me
Why continue with this life when I'm only suffering?
Knock knock, death is knocking on my door
The people that said they cared
Left me lying on the floor
Didn't bother to pick me up
All I can do is look up
They don't help when one of their friends is stuck
Yea every girl that I have cheats on me
And I don't even know why
I'm just tired of getting heartbroken
I'm dead inside
My heart aches when it beats
I'm not living, I'm walking dead down the streets
These problems never seem to end
When am I gonna get out this loophole that I'm in?
My life is not an equation it's complicated than that
You can't solve it in one day it takes more than that
When people look at me what do they see?
A depressed Mexican and a failure to everybody?
They think I'm ok they think I'm fine
But the truth is, I'm losing my mind
Name one good reason why I shouldn't die
Nobody cares anyways so goodbye
I'm ready to go, I don't want to stay
I wanna go to heaven where I'll be safe
I want to rest and take this pain off my chest
There you go World, you have one problem less
Nobodies even going to know I'm gone
Why?
Cause nobody cares about me
I'm just done
With family problems
Love problems
And drug problems
I'm just ready to go
I want some peace
Goodbye world