Darkest Thoughts

Darkest Thoughts
All the things that matter
I can find
Stay off my mind
My sanity is on my side
But pressure letting me subside
You ask me if i'll be alright
I say:"turn to the light please know!"

When I try to sleep
I lay awake in trance my minds in ecstasy
Of my dark thoughts and i can't make out a way to live
Don't want you to give
Your life to me
When I lay with you
You absorb the things I say as if it's good for you
When you call me and you tell me now your feeling blue
The people that know best consider me a fool
Cause I can't stop now

I've been having affairs
With my demons and we
Know this can't be fair
Want you to know I'm sorry
And I just can't bear
To hurt those around me
With the love I give
I have to stay lonely

Can't trust myself no more
Call me at half past four
I made you fall to the floor
Baby tell me please
When I finally decease
Will you look back to me?

Why do all my dreams feel cold?
My darkest thoughts they feed on
The constant fears of getting to close
To you: let go, get old

Can't trust myself no more
Call me at half past four
I made you fall to the floor
Baby tell me please
When I finally decease
Will you look back to me?



Credits
Writer(s): Duke Katatumba
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