Destitute

Breathe in, memories, exhale to see there's nothing left of us
Blank stares are all we share and hollow conversations all we hear
Year by year, day by day, I guess it always fades away
Now I learned something, I learned a leap of faith is always a mistake
That trust isn't real, like the pain and the lies, they always burn the same
Burn like the fire within ignite the world

I'll never trust again
Lackluster feelings dissipate in our shared state of distaste.

This emptiness is all that I know
It just grows and fucking grows, consuming everything of significance
You spoke of love but it was always pretense
Brick walls, enclosing me, all I see are crumbling dreams
It gets hard to fucking breathe with this axe you tore through my chest

I'll never trust again
(Never)
This disdain will always remain

Your words they cut through like razors on my skin
I'll keep on bleeding what I have been feeling
This hatred that I've learned from watching it all burn.

It just can't be real
(It's killing me to feel this way)
Life can't always be this dreary way
(I'm lost in this disarray)
Disarray engulfs me
I'm overrun by this destitute
(Destitute)
Darkness surrounds me
There's nothing left for me here in this place