like a light

There was a time where I dreamt about money, girls and fame
And a spotlight on my name
Those sleepless nights, I would lay awake and imagine
What it'd be like to feel seen

But I'm not the right one
I know I'm too trans but I'm not the right kind
I just don't stand a chance, yeah

I be - I been feeling like an imposter
Tried to grab your hand but it slipped between my fingers
Barrel on my forehead, barrel in my mouth
Pull the trigger on me so I can go out like
Out like
Like a light that
That I don't have

I just wanna die, die, die, die, die, die, die
Will you tell me why, why, why, why, why, why, why?
Why I wanna die, die, die, die, die, die, die?
Will you tell me why, why, why, why
Why?

There was a time where I dreamt about loving who I am
And surviving through this pain
Those sleepless nights now I cannot even imagine
What it'd feel like to feel sane

I'm just not the right one
I know I'm too trans
But I'm not the right kind
I just don't stand a chance, yeah

I be - I been feeling like an imposter
Tried to grab your hand but it slipped between my fingers
Barrel on my forehead, barrel in my mouth
Pull the trigger on me so I can go out like
Out like
Like a light that
That I don't have



Credits
Writer(s): Kyng Rose
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