Keep Yo Head Up

This life shit hard but I keep my head up, for sure
They say they there, but lately I been all alone
Can't trust nobody, shit, I barely trust a soul
How I'm 'posed to love when I ain't never loved before?

Like, damn that's really what it was
You snaked me, but it's still all love
Like, damn I thought it was us? (DeepHartt Beats)
Behind these smiles, I'm holding pain
How the fuck I'm 'posed to believe in God when He ain't never came?

My brother gone, no coming back, that shit won't ever change (Wavyb0i)
My brother gone, no living life, it'll never be the same
And all you got to say is, "Oh, it's gon' get better"
And all you got to say is, "It can't rain forever"
But it's been raining all my life

But I know this shit ain't life, I hope this shit can't be (oh)
'Cause been trying my best in life
And I know I ain't doin' right, but God keep hurtin' me (He keep hurtin' me)
Too many missed calls while I sleep
I know it's somethin' wrong (I know it's somethin' wrong)

But I ain't ever expected the phone that my brother gone (my brother gone)
Wish I could talk to him one time, but Heaven ain't got a phone (heaven ain't got a phone)
God, I know we don't talk every day, but You do me wrong (yeah, you do me wrong)
Everybody say that time heal
But how I'm 'posed to feel?

I'm tired of wakin' up to them phone calls, somebody killed
I'm tired of actin' like I'm happy, I'm hurtin' for real
And my scars not even healin', they just stayin' still
So, damn, that's what it is, it's only one chance to live
You die, you can't try again

So, you tellin' me you're done, it's only one chance for love
It's only one chance for us
I been hurt so much, I'm used to bein' let down
I'm used to nothin' ever bein' forever, I'm used to not sticking 'round
So, I don't give a fuck who around
Ain't been actually happy in a while

I need somebody who gon' care but that shit so hard to be found
Damn, I know this shit ain't right (damn, I know this shit ain't right)
'Cause I've been tryin' my best in life (I've been tryin' my best in life)
God, You keep on hurtin' me, the fuck I do to You?
I even pray to You all night, but what that even do? (What that do?)

This life shit hard, but I keep my head up, for sure (my head up, for sure)
They say they there but lately I been all alone (all alone)
Can't trust nobody, shit, I barely trust a soul (trust a soul)
How I'm 'posed to love when I ain't never loved before? (I ain't never loved before)

Like, damn that's really what it was
You snaked me, but it's still all love
Like, damn I thought it was us? (Damn I thought it was us)
Behind these smiles, I'm holding pain
How the fuck I'm 'posed to believe in God when He ain't never came? (He ain't never came)

My brother gone, no coming back, that shit won't ever change (that shit won't ever change)
My brother gone, no living life, it'll never be the same (never be the same)
And all you got to say is, "Oh, it's gon' get better" (get better)
And all you got to say is, "It can't rain forever" (rain forever)
But it's been raining all my life (Wavyb0i)