DEMOS: Hypervigilance

Spent my time
Writing lines
Taking time
Cutting lines
Hold my border down
Hold my corner down
Gatekeep my goal
Don't want my eyes found

When I see the skin I'm in I see the bitch you really is
Scared of writing sentences
Yesterday hate myself today I rate myself praise myself
Appraise yourself what's your worth? whats your worth?
It's just plain work
And I don't work
Does every player hurt?

It's a fine line
Crying wives
Sharpened knives
Cut family ties
So I spent my time
Writing lines
Taking time
Cutting lines
Hold my border down
Hold my corner down
Gatekeep my goal
Don't want my eyes found

Have you seen the sun shine on a cold December?
Have you seen a phantom, how his pupils whimper?
Frigid to his children
Unlike his temper
See him live each day the same
Still affected by his father's hate
All this hate leaves a stain
Education through shame
Is some love put to waste
So I

Spent my time
Writing lines
Taking time
Cutting lines
Hold my border down
Hold my corner down
Gatekeep my goal
Don't want my eyes found

Fortified by strife
Undermined by the hurt inside
Same story of everyone who walks a line
Unignited with a mindset alight
Who you wish to be to beat the stress?
Not here for love
You're here for heads
What's your script?
Roles you need to fill
See them all but you bleed
Want revenge
Some sweet bright revenge
No space on the stage
Take haste you're not a waste
So I

Spent my time
Writing lines
Taking time
Cutting lines
Hold my border down
Hold my corner down
Gatekeep my goal
Don't want my eyes found
Spent my time
Writing lines
Taking time
Cutting lines
Hold my corner down
Hold my border down
Careening towards my goals
I want my eyes found
I wanna make it right