My Crown

It feels like lately
I just take a little longer when I look into the mirror, wonder do you hate me
Or maybe I just hate myself, been feeling like I ain't myself
Yo lately I just feel like there's a battle in my mind
It's a Savage like Randy, I wrestle with it at times
I'm usually the guy you come to see to set the vibe
Make sure it go with the flow like interior design
But there's another side to me who don't want me to win
We not even associates and certainly ain't friends
Try not to let 'em in, but I can't even pretend
Like I ain't feeling this pressure that might bring me to an end
Look at my reflection like this can't be you again
Grab that Smith & Wesson and just put it to my chin
How I'm gon' keep living if I keep living in sin
I can't keep dealing with this, I'ma tell 'em what it is
Said I'ma tell 'em what it is
Like you ain't gon' get the victory, you might as well just stop
I'm gon' fight against these demons, I'm gon' make it to the top
Don't you let that insecurity define just who you are
You get knocked down, you've fallen far, but get back up, keep going hard
Know these problems, politics, and perjury is gon' persist
We can't fight against these demons if we say they don't exist
Is it something that I missed
Man I'm bout to make a list
Like depression, lack of faith, et cetera, they all can kiss my hind end
I take my highest moments and tie 'em in
I know the day get long when they string along like a violin
Not violent, but I got the DNA that it's gon' take to win
You know I Nevah Lost, that mean I always win, you know it's Him

Tryna keep me from my crown that's a joke
When they try to shut us down we gon' come back
When they try to take what's ours tell 'em run that
Just hold me down 'cause it's power in my comeback
Tryna keep me from my crown that's a joke
When they try to shut us down we gon' come back
When they try to take what's ours tell 'em run that
Just hold me down 'cause it's power in my comeback

Y'all got me really messed up
Sometimes my feelings erupt
Overthink I really get stuck
Gotta fight my fears for real 'cause doubt jump in tryna get me jumped
So in my mind, I'm swinging my fist
Faith got anxiety pissed
Anxiety speaking like this
What if you shoot
What if you miss
What if you fall
What if you trip
What if they see
What if you lose
What if it's this
What if it's that
Nah what if I win
What if I blow
Ain't no ifs, I'ma do it big
In Total, yeah we legit
Like Diddy in 96'
Low self-esteem got a scheme to destroy my dream
But a king what I see in the mirror
Self-doubt tried to psych my mind out
Saw my goals and seen it clearer
He said what if you don't reach your goals and fold because you weirder
I said shut your trap, relax 'cause they gone know me for my weirdness
Faith in Jesus got me fearless
You see floor and I see ceiling
You see ceiling, I see sky
And the sky is not the limit
'Cause it's footprints on the moon
And that means I got potential
Not potential, I mean promise
Tryna stop me then you trippin'

Tryna keep me from my crown that's a joke
When they try to shut us down we gon' come back
When they try to take what's ours tell 'em run that
Just hold me down 'cause it's power in my comeback
Tryna keep me from my crown that's a joke
When they try to shut us down we gon' come back
When they try to take what's ours tell 'em run that
Just hold me down 'cause it's power in my comeback
Tryna keep me from my crown that's a joke
When they try to shut us down we gon' come back
When they try to take what's ours tell 'em run that
Just hold me down 'cause it's power in my comeback

You can't keep me down, no, I guess it's some dog in me, yeah
You can't keep me down, no, I guess it's some dog in me, yeah