La Douleur Exquise

Hey there Sally, tell me how you've been
It's been three years since we've last met
Do you still have all those crazy dreams
All those thought of you and me you see
I miss you dearly
Tell me how is your husband and kid
How's my life honestly it's been pretty shit
I take these pills to numb the pain
It just all stays the same to me
So damn lonely

What do I even do
To be treated so cruel
Ohh, why do you even stay just to go abuse me
Ohh, I don't understand your ways
It gives me so much agony
Ohh, I can't even understand
Why can't someone just love me

Hey there father tell me how you've been
It's been a while since we've talked in heaven
Are you still really proud of me
After all these awful things I did
All the drugs and shit

I don't want to be like you
Do these terrible things you do
I don't want to fake and say
That everything will be ok
Ohh, don't you see all this stress
I can't help I want some rest
No, I cant sleep
No, I cant think
I just want to go and dream

They say everything will be just fine
They say everything will be just fine
Will it be, Will it be
I don't know what to think

What do I even do
To be treated the way I do
Why do I even stay
I cry out all these damn days
No, I can't sleep
No, I can't think
You were really all i need
But how can I have you
You've already left me