Dumpling

Breath in n' breath out
I know that you sold out
Look at yourself layin in the bed
You got nothing anymore ya feelin' dead
And I know, look at me and I'll look at you
You know this feeling, is it true?
You gettin' excited, go throw the dice and see why life is just a lie
I know the pain deep inside you
Clowning every single fucking fool
I made you believe that you are the one, feel in love with me; your life was done
Look at me and I'll look at you
We feel the pain, is it true?
Smoke another blunt and snort shit too, its not like we have better things to do

Lied all the time to make things right
Gave blowjobs to just feel tight
Never gave up, always hustled the sides
Went to bars and to shops to sell your life
The money, the dough, it wasn't enough
Cocaine and Crystal, still not enough
Grass? Oh no! Koji said No!
Grab the Golden Needle and fucked it all up

Laying now in bed, made a call to the Joker
She never really listened even though I have told her
Emotions not enough for the feelings are dumb
Opened her heart and only got lost
What am I suppose to do?
What was I suppose to do?
Somebody tell me before I blow up
I've lost my Dumpling, she won't wake up

She won't wake up
Damn

Breath in breath out
I know you sold out
Look at yourself layin in the bed
You got nothing anymore ya feelin' dead
And I know
I know

What the fuck, gave it all up
Hopes and the dreams, she's always on the run
Never was loved, flew like a dove
Said to herself that she'll be done
Lost in the town, always in the crowd
God damn Girl, where the fuck are you now
Find me! How? I got no way
What do you want to really fucking say
Make it worth, I'm losing days
I've worked everyday, forgot your face
Let's set a date, I'll meet you there
Just like the old place, way back than
I'll see you there, I hope you're safe
I showed up, you weren't there
Looked at my phone, looked through my soul
"I hope you're doing well"
I hope you do too

Breath in and Breath out
I know that I sold out
Looked at myself laying in this bed
I had nothing anymore, I'm feeling dead

And I know look at me and I'll look at you
You know this feeling, is it true?
Swimming in a bottle of pain and booze
Til' ta spinnin' full throttle in a painted coupe

Those cuts on your arms, girl
Look baby, what's wrong, girl
Stop 'causing you harm, girl
Can't take it no longer
Can't tell me you fine, girl
Just tell me it's time, girl
What's breaking your spine, Girl
What's shaking your mind, Girl

Sight of your own blood gave you a rush
It's like you never knew what it was
And I've been trynna figure out what caused you to drown
In your own self doubt, chased by a cloud

And I know look at me and I'll look at you
You know this feeling, is it true?
Swimmin' in a bottle of pain and booze
Til' ya spinnin' full throttle in a painted coupe

And you livin' under so much pressure
My baby feel no more pleasure
Can't even make her feel better
Tomorrow she might feel deader

I pray the blades won't sever
The one thing in live I treasure
The one thing in life I treasure

Wake up
Wake up
Dumpling
Wake Up

Lied all the time to make things right
Gave blowjobs to just feel tight
Never gave up, always hustled the sides
Went to bars and to shops to sell your life
The money, the dough, it wasn't enough
Cocaine and Crystal, still not enough
Grass? Oh no! Koji said No!
Grab the Golden Needle and fucked it all up

Laying now in bed, made a call to the Joker
She never really listened even though I have told her
Emotions not enough for the feelings are dumb
Opened her heart and only got lost
What am I suppose to do?
What was I suppose to do?
Somebody tell me before I blow up
I've lost my Dumpling, she won't wake up