Stoner Girl

Stoner girl is empty now that you're gone
Ash smeared on my fingers from the night in your car
Left my lighter again guess it's yours now
Hope it's keeping you warm

Phantom flicks of the flint that danced in my hands
Plague my mind on this lonely walk to my dorm
Gotta pack of darts ready to shoot my lungs
But the ignition is missing

Nothing matters when I'm walking alone
Nothing matters when I'm walking alone
Nothing matters when I'm

Staying dry not getting high, eyes locked on the moon
She says "listen kid, I got nothing for you"
I thought this bond was dictated by that deck of cards
I'm the fool, you're the tower and our union is death

Now i'm back, in my dissociative comfort
Staring at the walls
But today they started staring back
Three beers isn't enough time to shake this dread
Double shot to start as I begin my descent

Nothing matters when I'm sleeping alone
Nothing matters when I'm sleeping alone
Nothing matters when I'm sleeping alone
Nothing matters when I'm-

Sleepin'

Why do you gotta smoke weed
There are healthy coping mechanisms you know
Maybe one of them will work for you
Have you tried yoga
My sister just started meditating and it's really helped her
I read about mindfullessness the other day it was on tik tok

What the fuck are you saying

I feel empty just like my jar
Surviving inside my head cause its the only world that makes sense
When I'm not self loathing, or hating, or depressed
Out of embers to knock me out, so I'll see how cold the water is

Nothing matters when I'm sitting alone
Nothing matters when I'm smoking alone
Nothing matters when I'm eating alone
Nothing matters when I'm sleeping alone
Nothing matters when I'm fucking alone
Nothing matters when I'm moshing alone
Nothing matters when I'm moshing alone
Moshing alone
Moshing alone mosh fuckers