Control Freak

I wrote a letter to myself
I know my flaws work on them well yeah
The week of patience is ahead yeah
So maybe its pms
Or maybe im fragile as hell
I look like a wall but I'm butterfly.
I'm flying free god gave me wings
I have a dream, I have a will
Release, let go and evolve now

I dont feel at ease when they talkin bout
Me, alpha but do I lead well?
I don't see the light in the tunnel
Or the grass on the other side
Whats left in the moment is to
Breathe deep and remember...
Only God's perfect, you can't win them all

Control freak, uh uh
Control freak, uh uh
Control freak, uh uh
Control freak, uh uh

I take the matter in my hands
And now I created a nightmare
Where does it all come from, really where
Easy to give advice than to live by it
Melina said stay away from stress
The next day she was suppose to rest, oh
I'm digging up dirt from the past
Im stressin, im slipping, I'm done
Good girl complex abandoned by the pack

Comparing myself to others
Is a threat to my persona
Where is all my opinions
Find the voice and
Fill the silence
Whats left is my fragile self esteem
Shapin my future, statue of liberty

Control freak, uh uh
Control freak, uh uh
Control freak, uh uh
Control freak, uh uh