Still Going Freestyle

Haven't done this in a minute
Currently enjoying everything I wasn't given
Loving every second of this
Cuz I know the second I get jaded to elation
God'll say it's time to show why you not finished
Crazy that he taught me I don't gotta know the answers
Now i'm finding peace that only chaos could acquaint me to
And it had me thinking too
Messages from Zeye saying rents are on the fence
I gotta think for two
Mine did the unthinkable
Saying that she proud of what I did is cool
Blessed
But in order to get that had to impress
I'm obsessed
Ain't nothing change
Back then I was vexed that it would always get confused
With insanity
I planned to be the best
But they ain't understand
Broski gotta understand
That when we pop that they'll stand under your protection
You ain't gotta question
Tryna pay attention to they ways
And classing all that in your brain what make a cheater go detention
Nuff of that we'll talk bout this on text
I can't wait to fly out YOW for work then next time it's on jet
Multi million dollar catalog
Been making hits since 17 that I ain't promote yet
Wrote this before you heard it
Way before that line is factual
I manifest so casual the proof is you hear this
All the love it came so natural
But don't forget that farmers pick the fruit
The secret recipe is nothing more than sweat
Shee aye
Noticing my name is starting to reach some faces idk
Walk inside the mall and people staring at me right away
Crazy all this happening cuz I didn't stop a song a week
Ooouu if I had listened to you I woulda
Swap the darkness with the light of day
But I had to lock in for 5 years to see the finer things
Find a way to criticize my way to rock
Just to end up at the bottom watching me go to the top
I done seen a lot of people envy y'all need attitude adjustment
Say you having fun up in that club while living way beyond your means
Just to keep up with him who tryna keep up with him and him too
Never ending cycle promise he don't even got shit too
Scared of your real life you in that room to escape
Instead of blowing leaves just take the rake
Movin them around don't mean that they is not around
Avoiding problems but you everlasting happiness at stake
I told the broski that
Now he waking up at 5 am and put in work before his 9-5
Percs of being friends with someone who don't pop em
For sake of pleasing every single one around em
Lost in everybody sauce thank God I came and found him
Writing this before I get on cbc
If i say I can't believe don't believe
Prolly just excitement in the moment know damn I will exceed
But for now let's be happy I succeed
Did it for the 15 year old me
Getting lonely in that BSMNT
Can't forget how much I bleed
Always in the know of how much I grow
Prolly wonder why
Cuz I'm the one who planted the initial seed