Somewhere

Lately I
Been trynna find myself I'm back to trynna live my life
Hate this self enslavement
Never thought that Id go thru it twice
Mute myself
No communication thu my day and night
And even if I wanted
There's nobody for me there in sight
And for the people there my venting way past overdue
Always going thru it
They ain't trynna hear my new excuse

Then I'm left
Over thinking and stressing
Was on the road to progression
But relapsed in my depression
And though My time was wasted Im treating it as a lesson
Things will never be the same It hurt to read that message

So move on
And everyday There's less tears when I realize that your gone
Let by gones be bygones
Drink and smoke my soul away
And cry to death to this song
Tired of thinking bout what was right and how it went wrong

Tired of thinking about your love
Is it something I really need
Either way your gone and I'm struggling to believe

I've been feeling pain
Drowning in my pain
Can't move on
Got me feeling insane
For so long

I've been feeling pain
Drowning in my pain
Can't move on
Got me feeling insane
For so long

I know your somewhere somewhere
But I need to find myself again