Mar.

I don't wanna do this no more
I-
No, I really
I really
Really
Really don't want to do this no more bro
What is it worth?

All
Like
If I ever make it to heaven bro, I don't-
I don't even know if I think I deserve to be in heaven
Like
My emotions, they're not dead
But like
Like
It's just raining all over
It's just gonna keep raining, keep raining until something fricking happens
I don't even know what's gonna happen
I don't even know if I care
Nobody-
Nobody would care
Nobody would be by my side when I need it
Nobody would call when they say I have a problem
Nobody would go out with me and do some stuff with me
Nobody would play the sports that I love with me
Nobody would take me for-
You know what?
I-, I-, I honestly
Honestly bro
I'm done
I'm finished
It's just pure hate
Pure negativity that's always going through my head
Like
Like
My mom, my teachers they all said always think positive
But how are you able to think positive if everything that is going thr-, that your going through in life right now is negative?
It's not even funny
How could you succeed what you wanna succeed in and nobody's looking at you like...
Like I've been, I've been a small guy for years like
I've been
I haven't got no audience and no nothing
Like nobody
Nobody likes showing my support
Nobody like
That's why, I mean I'm not-
I'm antisocial, but I'm not purposely antisocial
Like literally
Nobody likes showing me support
Like
Like I swear dude, the day that I die
I pledge this, the day that I die
I... doubt that besides family
I doubt that anybody is gonna be at my funeral bro
I'm just gonna have
It's just
I'm just gonna be at my funeral
My family gon' be there
But I don't think no one else gon' be there
Because, that's how much people... that don't care about me...



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Writer(s): Octavian Moore
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