Dusty's Confession

This is Dusty on the mic

My soul is aching cause I haven't been to church in minute
I mean maybe I go but when I go I'm never present
I can face the people and give a grin
And then pretend that I'm his child
Guess I'm really good at that, it's been a while
I feel like I'm drowning
I feel like my sins are pulling me down to the bottom
I can no longer breathe when I'm under water
I guess this is what I get for doubting the father
Forgive me father one more time
Confess my sins at the altar
Here we go, letting go, letting love be the one
Take control, help my soul
I don't wanna be the one who stays alone anymore
I need you, anyone. This is true, live and learn
Keep it going almost done (Ay)
So this is my confession
I wanna be good. I wanna be loved. I wanna be chosen
I wanna walk through the gates of heaven
Look, I know I want all this. I'm hoping I don't miss
But how am I supposed to have it knowing how I live
Knowing how live

This music is evidence I'm writing relevance
The human condition is universal
I can be arrogant when I'm stuck in my element
When I sit and pretend again
When I lie to my momma and tell her I'm doing better than
The next guy, or flex my (Nope)
This song is not about the things I got cause I don't got nothing
If I don't got love in, if I just go judging
The lonely sinners is looking
The scary mirror is broken
I see it's me who I'm versus
The beat we put in reverse
I guess we'll finish this verse
With inspirational words
I know sometimes that it hurts, look
Tragedy comes and tragedy goes
But we get to choose to lose or to learn
So I'm stepping out of my bubble
They tell I'm trouble. I walk and I stumble
I worry and crumble. I cry in a puddle
I tumble and fall. I give it my all
I'm living for love. A gift from above
But nothing that I do is enough man
Knowing how I live