Curation

I told you I like SZA
That should've been a sign
My favorite song of her's is Garden
We'll never be in each other's minds

I like how you don't know the real me
'Cause I just imitate your energy
And since I know it's temporary
I do my best to keep it entertaining

I've curated a false reality
A pretty way of telling you
That I'm lying through my teeth
Convinced myself that no one could love me
The only thing I know is if you love something you've got to let it go

Or if you love someone you shouldn't let it show
Or at the very least don't let them know
What you're hiding underneath your hazy glow

Gemini Venus in full effect
I'm good at leaving
Once I've learned what to expect
So I pretend
To be someone else
So I don't get bored
With you or myself

That's just the way this has got to be
'Cause I'll resent you if I let you close enough

I've curated a false reality
A pretty way of telling you
That I'm lying through my teeth
Convinced myself that no one could love me
The only thing I know is if you love something you've got to let it go

Or if you love someone you shouldn't let it show
Or at the very least don't let them know
What you're hiding underneath your hazy glow