Lullaby For a Monster

I've been having Nightmares
Dreams of me still running through the past
Memories that I cannot kill
You were standing right there
Looking at the damage that you caused yet still feeling nothing at all
Yeah

You saw my wide eyes
Baby faced and so innocent
How could you look at my youth and still done all of that fucked shit?
Bitch
Younger me still runs from your psyhco
But if she were right here I'd say

Baby girl, don't you cry
Cause' even monsters have to sleep sometimes
Bye-bye
Burning sage to keep ghost from my mind
Every tear, every year
They say I have nothing to fear
How can I feel alright?
When monsters hide under my bed at night

I've been having flashbacks
Dreams of shattered walls, a broken home, the loudness I cannot forget
But I say that I'm just fine
I need to
Stay strong, move on, and get a life

Damn
You never even gave a shit
Until I ran away and you cold and left heartless
But I could care less,
I needed you and you left me feeling worthless
Younger me still runs from your psycho
But If she were right here I'd say

Baby girl, don't you cry
Cause' even monsters have to sleep sometimes
Bye-bye
Burning sage to keep ghost from my mind
Every tear, every year
They say I have nothing to fear
How can I feel alright?
When monsters hide under my bed at night