My Ex (She Was Once a Saint)

Shout out God
Shout out Ronald
Always used to make me smile as a kid
But I ain't been smiling as of late
I think I forgor how
I find myself drifting on mac and cheese Fridays
Drowning at the bottom of Spreckers bottles
I picture myself slumped upon a sleet and silt covered mountain
Freezing away, after what she did to me
But eventually, that ice begins to melt
The ground begins to shake
And I realize
I've been sitting atop a volcano
And watch
As it swallows me whole

I just wanna fall in love
A true love
With you
With you
With you
With you
I just wanna fall in love
A true love
She fucked
Me up
She fucked
Me up

Situation's so bizarre
I don't know what we are
I just tried, to be kind
But you lied, fake smiled wide
She chose me, Twas deceit
I chose her, insecure
Followed me to therapy
Followed her to worlds of hurt
Pulled me in, shot me down
Held me close, then slept around
Killed me then, without a sound
Saw my dad, then sent me down
Buried alive, next to him
Closer than, we've ever been
Dug me up, kissed me then
Smiled faintly, stuck the blade in

I just wanna fall in love
A true love
With you
With you
With you
With you
I just wanna fall in love
A true love
She fucked
Me up
She fucked
Me up

I think I've always had trust issues, you see
That's the issue with love life magazine issues, you see
Love is a dangerous thing we misuse and mistreat
Using one another as punching bags and "self help" toiletries
Overloaded trauma dumpsters
Filled up with junk food and Reese's
All because people never wanted us
But own us enough to tear up the receipts
Mish mash fusions of previous cycles
We're just walking balls of other scribbles
Other people, and crashing cymbals
Issued brand new, yet we're all recycled

I just wanna fall in love
A true love
With you
With you
With you
With you
I just wanna fall in love
A true love
She fucked
Me up
She fucked
Me up
AGHH
AH AH HA
AGH
AGHHH HA HA HA
WITH YOU
GODDAMN IT
WITH YOU
AHHH (WITH YOU)
AGHHHHHHH
A TRUE LOVE
AHHH HEHA HA
SHE FUCKED
AHHEA
ME UP
HEEAHAAH (SHE FUCKED)
AGHHHHH (ME UP)
AHHAUEA

But shit I'm with the homies



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Writer(s): Alex Waugh
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