Spiritual Thoughts

On my way to the top
I just be playing my position
Yes I believe in God
So you can't say that I'm not Christian
My confidence never stops even when I face oppositions
My people keep getting shot by the cops
Who needs God's forgiveness
These niggas telling white lies
That's why they kill for nothing
They come and do them drive-bys
That's how they killed my cousin
And in the back of my mind
This is up for discussion
Stop capping in yo rap talkin' bout you trapping and hustling

I know I'm in the real world
No animation
And we live in a sealed world
No sanitation
This is not your ideal world
No imagination
Always wanted a real girl
But all of them taken
They taken by them fake niggas
Ain't no nigga as real as me
You ain't never took a loss
You don't know how it feels to weep
You ain't ever opened up
You don't know how it feels to speak
You ain't never had a job
I don't know how it feels to sleep
I know it's hard to forgive, it's a disgrace
I know you watched as they murdered family in your face
I know you sued
You tryna eventually win your case
But if you don't keep them alive
Then what's the purpose of grace
God gave me a second chance
And that's what Jesus died for
All them nights I stayed awake
Regrets just made me cry more
But then I realized who I was
And what I was designed for
All that shit I left behind
What I gotta rewind for
Never fast forward your life
Just enjoy the shit
Run yo bag up and get that money
Get employed and shit
Get them bills, get yo change
Get all yo coins and shit
Just be happy with yo lifestyle
Bring joy and shit
Where I'm from, these people be fortunate just to have shit
The fire that I feel is still scorching
It's more than half lit
If all women just want an abortion, then just don't have kids
The media just causes distortion in the lives we live
They ask you if you wanna be friends
And you say you down to try
You claim you hate the snakes
But that's all that you be surrounded by
I know these people be feeling just like they down to die
But I'mma tell 'em get on their knees
And I'll get down on mine
Dear God, help me be a success
And protect my soul
Please don't let the devil send threats
And reject my goals
Please show me what all I possess
And the rest I hold
Please help me to just be my best
No regrets to hold
I be keeping people convinced that I got a small circle
You would think a nigga was Prince
Cause I'm rockin all purple
Ain't speaking or showing you shit
I guess I'm non-verbal
My flow is as cold as my wrist
I guess it's non-thermal
Praying every night for the best
And for my respect
If you care for something
Never neglect, and never oppress
Random people out here asking for sex
This shit is a mess
We all make mistakes, but nevertheless
It's all for the best
All these women feel entitled to leave
Like you don't gotta stay
But then they'll come back and stalk yo page
Cause they don't got a bae
Meanwhile, I be chilling
You know I got a bae
I'm over everything from my past
So what you tryna say?
You think I'm stuck in my past
You not mature enough
You say relationships are a bust
When you not sure enough
All these relationships being rushed
It doesn't hurt enough
Ain't nobody else
I'm the only one for her to love
I'm the only one for her to love
Yeah
I'm the only one for her to love
I'm the only one for her to love