I Am Still Waiting

I know I had the vision
I saw it from a mile away
I thought something's missing
Cause I thought you were here to stay
But I felt it coming, you were right there
All I could do was stop and stare
All I could do was breathe in air
All I could do was pretend not to care
So I thought I might share
That life is better when you don't care

And I found out that your feelings don't hurt
When you kick some rocks and you rub some dirt on them
So you should let it all go and fuck amends
And fuck the rest
Cause they'll hate on you
And they'll pray on you, and your downfall
They might wait on you to spiral on and take off
And lose your shit
That's why life's a bitch
I recently bought this shirt it says "I am still waiting"
People ask with a smirk, what does it mean
So I tell them that it means many things, but you just can't see
Maybe one day you'll learn it's meaning and understand me
But until then, it'll all be a mystery

I know I had the vision
I saw it from a mile away
I thought something's missing
Cause I thought you were here to stay
But I felt it coming, you were right there
All I could do was stop and stare
All I could do was breathe in air
All I could do was pretend not to care
So I thought I might share
That life is better when you don't care

I'm still waiting
And I don't care
I've been patient
It's still not fair
99 proof come and say a prayer
I'll break a leg and fall down the stairs
Imma keep downing till I'm not aware
So impaired

I know I had the vision
I saw it from a mile away (Wayyy)
I thought something's missing
Cause I thought you were here to stay (Stayyy)
But I felt it coming, you were right there
But all I could do was stop and stare
All I could do was pretend not to care