Spaceship

(You look like you in a spaceship, what the fuck you got going on over there?)

This life shit dangerous, everybody petty, nigga, i just want be painless
Niggas out to get me, switch sides and I hate it
I got a good heart but I could put you in the pavement
I see these bitches keep playing, they test me
Eventually, I won't have a heart to break and it's weighing on me
I know my family fucking hates it
I'm getting too high so that maybe I can take it
But this shit too deep, and I tried to buy love, but that shit too cheap
And I'm trying to act perfect, but it still gets to me
That my demons the reason that I don't get to sleep, oh
It's paranoia, I can't wake up now
Got a lot of bad dreams I can't say out loud
And it's stuck in my head, and I can't take it
I'll be fine, I just don't wanna be awake right now, oh
It's like the days are all the same
Going through the motions, trying to make a name
I had a dream the other night that I would be OK
Just protect your heart and start ignoring the pain
But I can't, I can't, I'm trying
God damn, God damn, I'm dying
I'm packing up my shit so I can run away
But I don't wanna use my feet, I wanna fly

I wanna hop on spaceship and fly away
I wanna hop on spaceship and fly away
Get the fuck out and hide away from my problems
And go into a place I know it's quiet
I wanna hop on a spaceship and fly away
I wanna hop on a spaceship and fly away
I pray to God to help me find a way to solve them
Cause every day it's murder on my mind

And every day I'm running out of time
And I keep trying to hide away the pain inside these lies
I been going through shit, you can see it in my eyes
I say a lot shit, but no, I ain't ready to die
I been fighting demons and it's messing with my mind
Feel like I got 20/20 vision, but still everybody's blind
I could make a song and it's like everyone's surprised
DND my phone and I'm not sorry, no replies
And I know people fake because I seen some people change up
They don't make no sense, so I'ma have to get my change up
But no, I'll never change up, I'ma always stay the same
And there shouldn't be conversation, if you bringing up my name
And just wanna escape, I been smoking on exotic, to try and numb this pain
I been looking for the sunshine, to stop all this rain
And I been trying to keep my mind at peace, but I'm goin insane
But I can't, I can't, I'm trying
God damn, God damn, I'm dying
I'm packing up my shit so I can run away
But I don't wanna use my feet, I wanna fly

I wanna hop on spaceship and fly away
I wanna hop on spaceship and fly away
Get the fuck out and hide away from my problems
And go into a place I know it's quiet
I wanna hop on a spaceship and fly away
I wanna hop on a spaceship and fly away
I pray to God to help me find a way to solve them
Cause every day it's murder on my mind