POLAR OPPOSITES

This gonna sound sus
Aye

I love you
But sometimes I don't (sometime I don't)
Love myself
Don't know what I want (know what I want)
Pissed at you
Oh this is so fun (this is so fun)
Come to me
Don't leave me, don't run (leave me, don't run)

Yeah
Ok the latest of these ladies should tell me what I should be on
But maybe they don't see that I've, been doing this for eons
Revolting and suppressing my emotions
I'm stressing and I'm coping
In the corner, back to the wall like I'm Deion
Or maybe I'm the new, Pat Peterson, the phenom
And when you need a man you know that I'm the one you lean on
Been feelin like a king I'm, free now, we fine?
But there's a disconnect, I promise I'm not speaking Klingon

The bridges that we made, burning down now hope
Cause I'll drown, if I fall but I found that rope
And I could use it to destroy again or use it be free
But the problem is you no longer wanna fuck with me

I tie a couple knots, get my head straight (head straight)
Ion give a fuck bout all the dead weight (dead weight)
Promise is a promise I wont tread
When I'm chillin off the meds, this is what they say, they say

I love you
But sometimes I don't
Love myself
Don't know what I want
Pissed at you
Oh this is so fun
Come to me
Don't leave me, don't run

I love you
But sometimes I don't
Love myself
Don't know what I want
Pissed at you
Oh this is so fun
Come to me
Don't leave me, don't run

(Apollo 9 was the first mission from which the full three module Apollo spacecraft
Was launched as part of the Apollo-Saturn 5 space vehicle)

(This is the rocket powered space capsule, all systems are go)

Yeah
I love
Say I love
I love
Say I love
I love
Say I love
I love
Say I love
I love
Say I love
I love
Say I love
I love
Say I love
I love
Say Say

Spent too much time (I love you)
Looking for validation
In my heart now I regret some of the girls that I gave it (my bad)
Not enough enough self love (love myself)
But I continued playing (what?)
The game: Love Monopoly, invested everything I had
Then I'd wonder "Why these girls dropping me?" (why?)
My old fashion ways seemed so obsolete
Had me remembering a promise to myself that I forgot to keep. (what was it?)
Don't find happiness in someone else until you find it in yourself
I need some more work even though it seems I'm doing well
I've got this music thing going it's a huge help with my mental health
I used to look at others for that type of assistance
I was numbing the wound but that doesn't fix it
The two feelings have a huge difference
Now that I know, I can set my own limits
And hopefully find a better living

(We ain't done yet)