Relapse

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes (oh)
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full (oh-oh)
Might fuck around and change you
But, it's gon' be alright
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel alright

Sometimes, I be wishin' I could run away
And I'm tryna convince myself to put my gun away
'Cause I don't know what I'm chasin'
But, all I feel is hatered
Wishin' you would've embraced me, just a little bit
Yeah, I feel in love with drugs
But, that was only 'cause I never felt your love in the first place
Now, all it does is bring me down in the worst way (oh)

I got a tattoo on my face when I was innocent
To remind myself, I got demons, and I can't let 'em in (I can't)
Why this life so fuckin' hard?
I'm ashamed to tell my parents that I got scars
Like they know what those are
I put Stephanie on stand-by for Tenisha
Then, I hit both of them bitches with the, "Bye Felicia"
Two white cups, sippin' on that drink
Could be purple, it might be pink
'Pendin' on how you mix that shit
If you ain't got money, go get that shit (oh)

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes (oh)
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full (oh-oh)
Might fuck around and change you
But, it's gon' be alright
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel alright

I wish I had the chance to bring back my soldiers
If only we could start over (only we could start over)
I wish I had the chance to give you closure
But, my heart's frozen
This shit doesn't feel alright

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes (oh)
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full (oh-oh)
Might fuck around and change you
But, it's gon' be alright
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel alright