Isolated

I've been isolatin'
Outta control
Misbehaving
Don't think I can take it
My minds been everywhere but in the right places
It feels contagious
Wreckless thoughts drive me crazy
Can't put a finger on the hurt
There's no medication
It's concealed
Taking time
They say it heals
Can I stop and make a deal?
If I say goodbye for real
Will you promise that you're never near?
I hate my fears
Got me questioning myself
I gotta get up outta here

I have hope that a better man
Built with better plans
Will bring life to this wasteland
Make me understand
That I can't hide what's been hurt
And I can't take back what's said
But I've gotta move on, be strong
And give it all that I can
Hold up
It's about time that I work on my dreamin'
This is where I go if I wanna show where all I'm bleeding
This is antidote
And it's killin' all of my demons
But the past will relapse along with all of my feelings
I've gotta quit with all this nonsense
My regrets just make me nauseous.
I can't go a second without thinkin'
Am I humble? Am I honest?
Can I get by with no problems?
Did I really try my hardest?
If I really made it big
Would I stand by with what I started?

I've been isolatin'
Outta control
Misbehaving
Don't think I can take it
My minds been everywhere but in the right places
It feels contagious
Wreckless thoughts drive me crazy
Can't put a finger on the hurt
There's no medication
It's concealed
Taking time
They say it heals
Can I stop and make a deal?
If I say goodbye for real
Will you promise that you're never near?
I hate my fears
Got me questioning myself
I gotta get up outta here

Rockstar from the 'ville
But these some painful blues
They stayed away from me
Because they saw what pain could do
See, I was tryna isolate
But I got double teamed
My family showed me all the trouble that the money brings
You so delusional
I was your biggest fan
I promise I was routing for you
When you was down
I picked your head up
And I boost it for you
All of these games
I swear to God that I would lose 'em for ya
Now I'm in my own lane
You tryna play with me
You messin' with the wrong game
You feelin' right because you worry 'bout the wrong things
And that's the devil talkin' for ya boy
I hope you get your mind right before the sun come up

I've been isolatin'
Outta control
Misbehaving
Don't think I can take it
My minds been everywhere but in the right places
It feels contagious
Wreckless thoughts drive me crazy
Can't put a finger on the hurt
There's no medication
It's concealed
Taking time
They say it heals
Can I stop and make a deal?
If I say goodbye for real
Will you promise that you're never near?
I hate my fears
Got me questioning myself
I gotta get up outta here



Credits
Writer(s): Jackson Atteberry
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