First Time Sickness

Of my memories
Of the heartache and the sorrow inside of me

You said "Goodnight, goodbye"
Overnight my heart died
Caught the first time sickness
Couldn't believe it

Despite not wanting to rebuild the bonds we've lost
We need to make things clear at any cost
Now my life is constantly changing while it screams
It screams "Erase me!"

I don't want you back
I just want you to know
That you never wanted
To save my life in the first place

In the first place

I let go
Of my memories
I let go
Of the heartache and the sorrow inside of me
You tore me down
Wore me out
Let me fall alone
You took my crown
Burned my throne
Broke all my bones
I let go
Of my memories

After we fell apart
I found myself alone, lost in the dark
So fuck your smile and fuck your excuses
Fuck the time you were able to use me

You meant everything to me
But we were too young to be
You meant everything to me
But we were too young to be

You tore me down
Wore me out
Let me fall alone
You took my crown
Burned my throne

I let go
Of my memories
I let go
Of the heartache and the sorrow inside of me
You tore me down
Wore me out
Let me fall alone
You took my crown
Burned my throne
Broke all my bones
I let go
Of my memories

Thank god you're gone
You're gone