IDFK

I tried to give it all I had
Back to the knife, it seems so futile tonight
Stay, no, leave me far behind
And don't look back, you've wasted enough of my time
But what's the point if I don't know what to do now

I don't know where to go
I've lost it all, it hurts, it just grows
As I walk on my own
'Cause this is all I've known
I'm the worst at letting go
Let the rain fall on my soul
I'll slowly turn to stone
This pain's my antidote

I'm tired of faking my happiness
Faking my smile for the masses
'Cause it takes it's toll
And I'm scared that everyone I love will eventually turn like me
It's a nightmare
But this one is one I can't seem to wake up from

I don't know where to go
I've lost it all, it hurts, it just grows
As I walk on my own
'Cause this is all I've known
I'm the worst at letting go
Let the rain fall on my soul
I'll slowly turn to stone
This pain's my antidote

So what's wrong with me
Is this who I'm supposed to be
If I close my eyes shut and count to three
Will it disappear

I don't know where to go
I've lost it all, it hurts, it just grows
As I walk on my own
'Cause this is all I've known
I'm the worst at letting go
Let the rain fall on my soul
I'll finally turn to stone
This pain's my antidote