Devastation

I just be pouring that mist
Taking a piss
Falling back in that abyss
I don't think I can exist
I can't dismiss
All of this shit that I risk
I've just been face down drifting away
Losing my conscious I'm losing my ways
Numbing the pain I cannot feel my face
No I Can't even taste
I can never escape
Mom on my phone say I'm going to hell
Tell her I'm here all the trauma I'm dealt
Judging my vices but bitches ain't felt
All the shit that I did
All this shit gonna melt
Come find me crying
(Come find me crying)
See that I'm dying
You see that I'm trying
(You see that I'm trying)
I'm trying
But that got me lying
Cause none of the world gives a fuck about the youth that been frying

Come find me coked up
Come find me dead when I'm roped up
Motherfucker you got me choked up
You better soak up
I finally pulled the trigger to my brains then I fucking woke up
I can't believe what I know isn't real
So I don't believe that I'm worth what I feel
I only believe what I've gained through perception
And all that I see is just death and deception
Bitch I am a weapon
I've known it since I was eleven
I'm active decay every second
My body just lessen
I'm toting the Wesson
My thoughts are decrepit my actions a blessing
I keep on surviving by hiding my needs
I am not thriving I'm watching it bleed
Scars are an essence I'm leaving my presence
Cause I'm never present I'm dead in my sleep



Credits
Writer(s): Lukas Sisemore
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