CAN WE/ USE ME

Can you sit aside a lil time for me
Oh this where I'm trying to be
No why you lying to me
Head on my shoulder you was crying to me
Everything aside it's a vibe with me
Aw you on the side with me
Put you in the front you can slide with me
In or you out it's do or die with me
Yea

You know my feelings
You know my name
And my reputation

Quick to cut some shit off
I gave you hesitation

But fuck all the side stepping
Girl and all the pump faking

Is we making or breaking
Lately it seem like you be flanking
On me

I see you trynna keep it low key
Seem like all the shit we built
You tearing down slowly
Call you out on what i notice
Now you acting holy
Trynna play me like you innocent
Knowing you phony

And that's some shit that i can't fuck with
It's bad enough i don't have good luck
With this love shit
Don't get me started on talking about this trust shit
Before i chase you it's easier to say fuck this
Know that

Used to be like 5 hours you sit on the phone with me
Now you MIA for days i guess you just soooo busy

Tell me what it is cause once it's over I'm past it
Keep real with me while I'm asking

Can you sit aside a lil time for me
Oh this where I'm trying to be
No why you lying to me
Head on my shoulder you was crying to me
Everything aside it's a vibe with me
Aw you on the side with me
Put you in the front you can slide with me
In or you out it's do or die with me
Yea

She was no good
But still I was giving her chances
Ask for money way to early
Like them payday advances
Homie told me
Hope you know that's with you devil you dancing
Figured he was just jealous
Cause he's a hopeless romantic

Still I ain't pay attention
To them signs
I was so blind
Caught up in them wine and dines
Tho I was getting winds and grinds
And she the one I took my time

With
Tho we was rushing
Came down tumbling
When I tried to turn this nothing into something

That's my fault tho
Wishing I can get my get back
We was fucking
Now I wish that I could get my dick back

Cause I would serve her
Like a waiter
Who was trynna stack her paper
Just to make it down to LA from Decatur
I'll tell you later

For now I'm in my thoughts
Calling my bank trynna dispute all the bullshit I bought
Damn near got caught up

In this love shit
Felt like I had fell in love quick
My niggas please take heed, watch who you fuck with
I can't believe she used me

I can't believe she used me
Why did she have to use me
Still can't believe she used me
And it was all great
All great
Till I found out she used me
Why did she have to use me
Damn

Call her phone, she ain't pick up
So I give it 3 more tries
She said hello, I said hello
Bitch I got shit on mind
We need to talk
She tell me that it's not a good time

Bring yo big head ass outside

Comes to the car and now she in my passenger seat
As I gather up my words
She tell me baby don't speak

Let me explain
I know that you been feeling some thangs
And I been feeling them too
But with the shit I been through

It's kind of hard for me to open up
Oh what the fuck
And if you really truly love me
Please just listen and don't judge me

It all started back when I was 8
Fell victim to rape
And my family would mislead me
And my momma ain't believe me

When I tried to talk to her about it
She said she doubt it
I became the black sheep
So many nights I couldn't sleep

I would lay inside my room for hours
Just shedding tears
Held my bladder cause I'd rather
Not come out
I'm safe in here

Inside my room
Lift up my shirt, you see all these wounds
He did this to me every night
After he would consume

The devils potion
Lock my door, he kick and break it open
Scream for help, I know my neighbors heard that fucking commotion

I close my eyes and I can feel his fist
The more I try to fight the more aggressive he would get

What could I do
A little girl
I ain't have a chance
Ain't have the strength inside my body to fight off
No man

He left me scarred
And ever since that day, life was hard
And guess who just got off that prison yard

I needed to escape
My cousin on the west with her own place
And told me that she got some extra space

I needed to do something
She couldn't send for me cause she was struggling
I looked in my account and I had nothing

But that's when I met you
I know you feel you like you was getting used
But just did what I had to do

I needed a way out
I got to find a way up out the south
Refuse to go through Deja vu up in that house

Ain't no money as waiter
I gave my body to you for some paper
Just to make to LA down from Decatur
Yea



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Writer(s): Markus Henderson
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