Thoughts of a Cruel Addiction

She wanted to be perfect
And she wanted to be shining but
She was already like that
She couldn't realize
Hated to look at the mirror
'Cause the voices haunted her whole idea
Of how she really looked like
She couldn't see right

Traumatized
For the comments someone said
About her black tight dress
Like a knife stuck on her head

Weight machines
Count calories
Blindfolded by some beliefs
Wear long lose tees
Killing memories
Becoming a sickness
Evaporating every sign of appetite
Chewing gum until my stomach gets tired

Like a butterfly
She couldn't see the beauty that she has
Coverings her eyes
She need it to be reminded
Before the demons come ate her sanity
She's only searching for a reason
For her to don't stop eating, a whole season, woah

Weight machines
Count calories
Blindfolded by some beliefs
Wear long lose tees
Killing memories
Becoming addiction
Evaporating every sign of appetite
Chewing gum until my stomach gets tired

Like venom destroying my inside
Tape my mouth, I'm not eating this time
Dysmorphia stalking my mirrors
Afraid of the numbers increasing

Weight machines
Count calories
Blindfolded by some beliefs
Wear long lose tees
Killing memories
Is becoming addiction
Evaporating every sign of appetite
Killing myself for not eating a whole life



Credits
Writer(s): Alejandro Ortiz
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