Doubt

I don't even wanna figure it out
But you don't wanna move on, what's that about?
My brain tries to scream and shout
"She ain't your path, yeah take another route"
I don't even wanna call now
My heart begins to stall now
On my prescriptions tryna figure it out
They say I'll be fine, but I'm beginning to doubt

My mind ain't stable, it ain't parkin'
So Ima take a step-back from your love call me Harden
Lately life has been so hard and
People are leaving me alone discarded
Yeah, they said it's nice to know ya
But I can't control ya
So Ima let go yeah
Why do people gotta think like that?
I was aiming for your heart, but I struck out at bat
So Ima be a villain, like to see them try to stop me
You were knocking out my heart like your name was Rocky
Keep a strap on my heart, always got it on me
So I can protect my heart, instead of sitting here sobbing

I don't even wanna figure it out
But you don't wanna move on, what's that about?
My brain tries to scream and shout
"She ain't your path, yeah take another route"
I don't even wanna call now
My heart begins to stall now
On my prescriptions tryna figure it out
They say I'll be fine, but I'm beginning to doubt

My voice kinda hurts from screaming out your name
Begging, please, please, please, please will you stay
Also just wanting you to go away
Yeah it don't make sense to you, and it don't make sense to me
And I know you'll come my way
Ima be ready for that day
Gotta war heart, call it purple pain
My heart is burning up in flames
You don't love me, think I'm just a dummy
To do a crash test on your sick twisted games
But I'm done hunting, you were worth nothing
You weren't even some spare change

I don't even wanna figure it out
But you don't wanna move on, what's that about?
My brain tries to scream and shout
"She ain't your path, yeah take another route"
I don't even wanna call now
My heart begins to stall now
On my prescriptions tryna figure it out
They say I'll be fine, but I'm beginning to doubt