Story of Sin

Learn from your own, history
Your the author, of ya story
Paving a path, to glory
Making my sins, auditory

Starting trapping when I was 17
King of the cloud I was moving the green
Snorting the Addy like it was protein
Now the addiction angel is all over me
My brain struggling to create dopamine
Changing the waves of my brain chemistry
Praying to God but he cannot save me,
He helped me the same way as Penelope
Leaving me in the street, pave the way to the beat
So I walk down the path and it's Henny I skeet
At the time I can' t see, the verses inside me
Went through the system thinking "I am Lucky"
I got off early, 4 months of probation
The trap was calling there was a temptation
I went back to trap, and thought it was salvation
But that story ended in incarceration

Incarceration destined for that life
Behind your back you'll always find a knife
But its addicting, all the adrenaline
Chasing the Benjamin's, it's a story of sin
I been through two times, so let me begin
Breaking down my wall, 89' Berlin
But I didn't break bad, I did not use ricin
The story of sin, caused my addiction
Caught with 40 grams, my nigga God damn
Facing two felonies, a hell of a jam
But I felt Gods hand, and I didn't know it
He had a plan, and he saw fit to it
For an atheist who couldn't get a kiss
The addiction angel covered in the mist,
God was helping me, to hope I dismiss
But in that trap life, I would reminisce

Learn from your own, history
Your the author, of ya story
Paving a path, to glory
Making my sins, auditory
Call it a relapse, back to the game
Looking back at it it's bringing me shame
No one to blame, except my own name
God was struggling to show me the way
Cause I would not listen, but he would stay
So how can I say that Jesus walked away
God put me through pain, to show me the way
I didn't understand, but I thank him today
I got hit a lick with a gun to the face, stole my car
Wallet, hoodie, and even phone case
After that night I was left in disgrace, almost ended my life
Lady of Death I embrace
But you can't erase with the slit of the wrist
The sins of your life they will always exist
Suicidal thoughts that I would resist
Now I'm rappin' the thoughts, that's a hell of a twist
Wanted to be six feet under, then Henny woke up from slumber
So now I just sit here and wonder, maybe I was destined to be a rapper
A trapper to rapper a hell of a chapter
This is my happily ever after
A kid seeing ghosts, and I was like Caspar
I'm no longer dead inside, pain turn to laughter
I am thanking God everyday, gave me three chances what to say
So it's a gospel that I spray, I'm seeing clear in Versace
I changed my path, now I see stars
That's why my lyrics on Mars
I do not care for foreign cars
Rewrite the Bible into bars

Learn from your own, history
Your the author, of ya story
Paving a path, to glory
Making my sins, auditory
I'm not here to disrespect, the game for me my soul reject
I'm not a hard nigga, I'm an intellect
Didn't grow up in the projects
That's not a flex, I'm just direct
Only the truth when I reflect
Put thoughts to words, and words to lyrics, I'm feelin' I'm in the Matrix
Man this EP Therapy, emotions free, Maturity
I killed my security, like the white man and Cherokees
I set my emotions free
1865 Slavery
Niggas will call me pussy, it's too bad that I'm Gods MC

Learn from your own, history
Your the author, of ya story



Credits
Writer(s): Avindra Chankar
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