Nightmare

the undertaking of a soul
from the sound of an empty guf
from trust embedded so heavily
in the sin of lust
behind vanity sanity is in constant motion
roller coaster notions coating wrong
like some type of lotion
devotion to a rebel
cast out of heaven's castle
submission to his spirit
living life without a value
omnipotent evidence
the ever present resident
a placeholder in a space
shouldering devil sins
admittance of my own faults
of and in my ways
when provided misguidance
in and out for troubles sake
I awake out of bed of betrayal
as I wonder was it sharing my wealthy thoughts
that brought me this hell
is it to prevail forward selfishly
and watch the next through helpless greed
or seek the need of all in need
in how to plant seeds
cause I perceive what I manifest
great and bewildering
knowing that I'm one of God's children
that's back like resurrection
of revelation scales that martar
omit decease within
hosting all my sons and daughters
slaughter of the innocent
imminent dementedness
parasitic infliction
imposed by the benediction
when living in the future
while waiting on time to pass
like we Nascar racing
adjacent to death's past
will I last through laps of depression
and anxiety
for wanting to kill those not opposed to trying me?
ESheed

now it's one
and here comes the two to the three and four
Awthentic richness
from the core
epicentric as I sore
above pawns in the game
quaking the chess board
below the lawn
of the insane
as I gain from propriety
been a victim of society
and damn near lost my mind
in the church of scientology
but obviously I'm back
with my guidance in tack
Anima introspective whole
as I shatter the mold
knowing the devil wants my soul
by the way he takes control
of those of lesser self surrounding me
like I am Job
but behold I will not falter
when protected by the armor
of God's cloak impenetrable
I must warn you
or burn you as flames engulf
peeling your flesh
while transcending through the mist
slightly above your chest
body rest now forever
useless remains I guess
it happens when underestimating
me at my best