Shottin'

Kicked out of school, I was 14
Said I was shottin', they lying through their teeth
Had a lot of bullies, speaking down on my name
Yeah I was a pussy, I'd cry and complain
Now I'm a beast, I don't really care
Thanks to my haters, now this is me
Can't cry no more but I can kill
Put me to the edge, it's dangerous
Hurt and pain, lot of people to blame
Maybe they've changed but I doubt that they have
Still two faced, they'll stab you in the back
Eyes all around, clocked the attack
Pre-meditated or not, don't matter if you put me on the spot
I'm never ever gonna get murked
Fuck with me and you'll get sparked

Now I know that you're still laughing
Thinking "Shoo, you can't do shit"
Got my adrenaline rushing
Bloodlust, it's getting intense
You're lucky I don't have a weapon
This time I'll let you live
Next time it won't be easy
I'll play this cat and mouse game

Said I was shottin', it's a lie
Tell me I'm the snitch, that's just you
Kicked out of school, took the blame
Play no more of this game

Heard a few rumours going round
Saying I'm the snitch on the block
Where the fuck did you get this info?
What made you assume it's true?
Yeah I took the blame, can't lie about that
Dumb little bitch, dropped my weed in class
No hard feelings, it's all good now
Didn't work out but I hope you're good
Hope that you found your way, finally got an escape
To all the girls in my past, I'm never looking down on you
I don't give a fuck, what happened then, I got no regrets at all
Some of you I treated like shit, just know that I am sorry

Wasn't doing too good mentally, going through a lot at the time
All the hate, I was chasing it
Can't lie, it worked short term
Rage my superpower, it fucks me up real bad
Now my life's changed up, I get way more love than hate

Said I was shottin', it's a lie
Tell me I'm the snitch, that's just you
Kicked out of school, took the blame
Play no more of this game

Say nuttin' 'bout my habits, it's in control
Keep it all in check, addiction ain't my zone
Mum and dad, you hate it when I smoke
Don't worry 'bout me, I know I'll never go broke
Trust me when I'm alone
I'm an adult now, so responsible
I'm 22 not 13, learnt from my mistakes
Don't matter if it's drugs, don't matter if it's me
Have a little faith, I'm chasing my dreams
Wait a little longer till the lights turn green
Different side of me, you've never seen
All this time, lacking energy
Had to switch up, set it free
I'm just gonna keep it real
No cappin' 'bout shottin' no more

Not a roadman, still out on road
Ain't a killer but that's for now
Don't ever try get in my way
I'll fuck you up, no escape

Said I was shottin', it's a lie
Tell me I'm the snitch, that's just you
Kicked out of school, took the blame
Play no more of this game

And you know what's mad, Kicked out for "shottin"
I ain't no snitch, I ain't saying no names
How you booting me when your daughter does the same?
I ain't stopping there, still got more to say
You stole money, got caught, kicked out
Was it worth it now, did you get your money's worth?
Rich get richer, feeding off the poor
They have it all yet they still want more
Just like those kids who just flexed their drip
"Look here Shoo, it costs more than your fit"
I don't give a fuck man, why you telling me?
Money don't matter when I'm smoking green
Really don't give a fuck
I really don't need your trust
I got the mandem for that
If you back me, I got your back

Now tell what you really want from me
I don't give a fuck what it is
You can have anything at all, just remember it ain't free
No I don't want your P's, I just want your love right now
Give me all of it, and I'll just give it back