Pain In My Mental

I'm sick of all this pain
Now I'm feeling numb
Situation getting sticky
Like some chewing gum
You can't live in yo head
Thinking you immune
Cause yo actions affect others
Who be close to you
A symptomatic
I'm simply magic
Tired of people wit this drama
But they been dramatic
Only thing I can control is myself
Im losing me tryna save you
Need to get a hold of myself
I know that I can't shelter my son
All he wanna do is have some fun
On my shoulders this weight weigh a ton
All his mama want is all my funds
All that bullshit I really am done
People dirty I might need a sponge
Even Though I spit hot as the sun
So if you throw shade know I ain't the one
Lately been to myself
Don't worry though just leave me be
Just tired of cap
Because they don't keep the same energy
Wolf in sheep clothing
Yea I notice Yal some enemies
Funny how I appear for you
But you just disappear for me

Man I miss my bro

I feel like crying again
Damn I miss my dog
Always had my back
When my shit was against the wall
Ever since you been gone
Man it ain't the same at all
I still be reminiscing
Back when we was playing ball
It's a lot for me
You meant a lot to me
And if they let us hoop in heaven
Save a spot for me
You know I got you on the court wit the assist
I think me you and Kobe would be a big 3
Oou it's lit
I'm just tryna make the family proud
That's why I'm tryna gone and get it now
Gotta do it fore I leave this earth
All this blood sweat and tears
And I can't throw in the towel
They don't know it
All the pain a Nigga feeling got me broken
I feel like I been fighting
For the longest
This road can get rocky but I Sylvester Stallone it

Damn I miss my dog
Damn I miss my dog
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