Faint Light

If I ever try to run
Would you be there to seek to comfort me?
Can I escape this body with you?

Should I even care?
You don't
Numbed, and everything's cold
No

And all of the things I can grasp
They vanish away when I wake
If only your face wasn't there
What would change?
But I'll never try

So, the rest of this breathless crying is calling for you
So wrong, so gone and weary
Not with you
But when I feel so close
Never mind the flood

A new day's borning
Always does

So why should I try?

Alone in the dark of my head
I may whisper a tale with you
If only your hands over mine
While I steal the reflection of your eyes
The craving I drag to cry

All of the words I choose
All of my thoughts revolve all around you
Do they convey this pain?
Raucous, eternal rain

It's cold

A breeze may find you there
A gentle touch as a gift
Everything I can give you
Rain
Take her back
I promised the silence my tears
Absent, wonder
If anything could ever feel
Just like the day we met?
Would you share that?