Amends
I don't need to get drunk to forget who I was
I blacked out from emotions bottled up in my cup
My own feelings that I swallow is my version of drugs
Been overthinking my regrets and everything is my fault
Lately I've been feeling like I'm gonna fall
It's a feeling that I don't know what to call
I find myself, I'm staying stuck in my mind
And I don't recognize who I am anymore
In my head, in my heart, in my thoughts again
It's hard to keep it on a low, I think I need a med
I can't forget, can't forget, can't forget a thing
It's constantly been bugging me I'm trynna make amends
I feel so useless right now
Drowning in thoughts I write down
I can't tell if its' me or fate
If I go or wait, if it's months or days
I count too many times when I say I'm okay
I count too many lies I tell myself all day
I'm always stuck in a loop, a never ending hallway
I'm always stuck and confused, I'm losing every ball game
I can't forget my mask, no
Can't forget my mask, no
Every day I wake up and I gotta put a smile on
Keep it on all day
No one knows it's all fake
As long as I am alive, that's the only way I know
I don't need to get drunk to forget who I was
I blacked out from emotions bottled up in my cup
My own feelings that I swallow is my version of drugs
Been overthinking my regrets and everything is my fault
Lately I've been feeling like I'm gonna fall
It's a feeling that I don't know what to call
I find myself, I'm staying stuck in my mind
And I don't recognize who I am anymore
In my head, in my heart, in my thoughts again
It's hard to keep it on a low, I think I need a med
I can't forget, can't forget, can't forget a thing
It's constantly been bugging me I'm trynna make amends (make amends)
I blacked out from emotions bottled up in my cup
My own feelings that I swallow is my version of drugs
Been overthinking my regrets and everything is my fault
Lately I've been feeling like I'm gonna fall
It's a feeling that I don't know what to call
I find myself, I'm staying stuck in my mind
And I don't recognize who I am anymore
In my head, in my heart, in my thoughts again
It's hard to keep it on a low, I think I need a med
I can't forget, can't forget, can't forget a thing
It's constantly been bugging me I'm trynna make amends
I feel so useless right now
Drowning in thoughts I write down
I can't tell if its' me or fate
If I go or wait, if it's months or days
I count too many times when I say I'm okay
I count too many lies I tell myself all day
I'm always stuck in a loop, a never ending hallway
I'm always stuck and confused, I'm losing every ball game
I can't forget my mask, no
Can't forget my mask, no
Every day I wake up and I gotta put a smile on
Keep it on all day
No one knows it's all fake
As long as I am alive, that's the only way I know
I don't need to get drunk to forget who I was
I blacked out from emotions bottled up in my cup
My own feelings that I swallow is my version of drugs
Been overthinking my regrets and everything is my fault
Lately I've been feeling like I'm gonna fall
It's a feeling that I don't know what to call
I find myself, I'm staying stuck in my mind
And I don't recognize who I am anymore
In my head, in my heart, in my thoughts again
It's hard to keep it on a low, I think I need a med
I can't forget, can't forget, can't forget a thing
It's constantly been bugging me I'm trynna make amends (make amends)
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Writer(s): Leo Sato Cai
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