Awful Farewell

This morning the grass was wet with dew
Dewdrops are my night-weeping
Because I've missed you
Time rolls by through my hands
While dew's rife over my red cheeks
And yet you made me quiver
Like the tenderest note

You're my deepest wound
You're a blade in my chest
You carve deep
I can't breath I won't do it

But you're my sky you're my poetry
You're music you're easiness
You the harmony
That balanced my mercurial life
And tomorrow

I've lost the other half
Of my flowered meadow
You're swimming in a new paradise
But me here alone
I'm watching the steady nothing

You're my deepest wound
You're a blade in my chest
You carve deep
I can't breath I won't do it

Now that I've lost the other half
Of my flowered meadow
Spring lived on my face
Cold in the wind
I lay like a peck of dust
Without fondness

You're my deepest wound
You're a blade in my chest
You carve deep
I can't breath I won't do it
So me here alone
I'm watching the steady nothing
Where is my flowered meadow