Dear Love

It's been years
Since I called your name
But there's a few loves in your life that leave a stain
A falling match they leave no crying
We burnt away the last goodbyes, stays forever
And all the years
Have bled into one
Oh how the seconds minutes hours seem so long
I watched the clock just ticking by
Each turn we're further from that night in cold December
For a moment though you loved me
You were doing nothing for me
But I've always liked pretending
Now what makes me feel alive
I feel a circle in a square
I try to run but don't know where
I can't remember but I wanna remember
All of your eyes your skin
Your light you breathing in
In the dark of the nights I know so where they seem so reckless now
I try to blame it on my youth
But somehow lies they age much better than truth
Ooh
I close my eyes and count to ten
I wish my heart could just ignore the state I'm in
I seem to lose all self-control
I search a name pick up my phone
Trying to remember
How I wish I could remember
For a moment though you loved me
You were doing nothing for me
But I've always liked pretending
That's what makes me feel alive
I feel a circle in a square
I try to run but don't know where
I can't remember but I wanna remember
Years since I called your name
But there's a few loves in your life that leave a stain
A falling match they leave no crying
We burnt away the last goodbyes, stays forever