Turned to the Only Giver

Daily daily i was expressing my feelings
But you were doing something else there
Hiding your feelings, emotions, hurts, wounds
That were coming out,
End up turning to the only receiver.

Everytime you fell, felt worse,
I was there
Leaving my every vital work, my food,
Keeping hunger, my own self aside.
Keeping hunger, my own self aside.
I was there still, even after the biggest ends.
I was there still, even after the biggest ends.

Iam the shiny, golden- black-brown curly,
Hair goddess
Small juicy- pinky cherry lips
With the two front rabbit teeth
The canine, with two
With the two front rabbit teeth, canine teeth
Devoting my existence of a lioness.
The shiny, lotus petal krishna eyes
The shiny, lotus petal krishna eyes
Iam the passionate lover

But I did a mistake again to end up
Turning to the only giver.
Only contibuter.
When u slowly time to time,
One by one started taking out yours.

Projected your wounds over me
I was broken, again end up like before
Comforting you for your guilt
You feeel, feel for it., everytime still.

In starting you did alot for me
Turned to gud man many times more
You were pursuing wht i told you to
For your own soul ascension

But end up being far away from it allll, Alll.
When u begun be more comfort with me
Again ended up taking your contribution,
Besides me
I understand u were busy, but u were really?
But what you really doing.?

I was there still, even after the biggest ends.
I was there still, even after the biggest ends.

Iam the shiny, golden- black+ brown curly,
Hair goddess
Small juicy- pinky cherry lips
With the two front rabbit teeth, the canine
With the two front rabbit teeth, canine teeth
Devoting my existence of a lioness.
The shiny, lotus petal krishna eyes
The shiny, lotus petal krishna eyes
Iam the passionate lover

But I did a mistake again to end up
Turning to the only giver.
Only contibuter.
When u slowly time to time,
One by one started taking out yours
(Taking out yoouuuursss... .)

But i learnt so much.
Learnt so much...
Iam passionate lover
End up being tooo much available.
End up throwing myself tooo much in you
End up losing me somewhere inside u

I was reaallllly being ignored, thts why i was feeling.
Yeah
So end up being foreverly disvalued by you
And toxified, blamed, and felt abused by u
A divine turned to toxin just cozzz
U accepted ur hurts, wounds, addictions, negatives.
N never my love n positives.
Sending you...
My whole of powers, love, healings
Doing sooo many prayers, meditations,
Begging for u from souls, so much.
I know all coz of love
You werent too weak, u were strong
But you choosed to curse your true self
And being weak, murder it,
Murdered the true self, murdered the true self
(I dnt want you)

But did a mistake again to end up
Turning to the only giver.
Only contibuter,
When u slowly time to time
One by one started taking out yours
Oh-oh, oh oh
I let it go...
I hope i wont do the same mistake again.
I wont surrender my soul to a broken one
I wud surrender my soul to the divine one
I wud surrender my soul to the divine one