What's the Point?

Yeah
I love you Mason

I - hold my head high with 2 dry eyes
Told everyone I'm fine but bro I lied
Been like 3 years... you know what - tac on 5
Shit, maybe even since like 2009, said

Imma be famous at 26, hope I can make it past I-dont-wanna-be-the
Only one that's gonna miss out on the life that I'm 'posed to live I
Shoulda been rappin for a minute into the dark is where I slip and then I
Beat myself until I'm in submis' been this way since a kid

Hated myself for a long time, contemplated suicide
Don't like to admit it, I'd like to forget it, it doesn't change that once I tried
Days get darker plung - in my demise clung to the days that I have cried
How much was wasted? All of my time keep it in mind I'm steep in denial

My dad's so pissed off cuz I sleep for a while couldn't think of a reason till now
Maybe genetics or maybe cuz I could be sick in the head
Or pretending that I wasn't headin' I bet they were betting that
I would stay down like some bedding the truth is that its very upsetting, resenting - got my

Mask off - I can't face the truth, way off - when I hit the booth
Confidence - tend to knock it loose, my mouth - better not get loose
Cuz I'll kick, swing like - ju - jit-su, bob and weave, catch - a - pen-cil
In the neck, head bobble you, switch to me, Baba is You

What's the point to paddle when there's water in the boat
What's the point to battle when there's frogs up in your throat
What's the point to travel when it's freezing and it's cold
I suppose sight seeing, that shit never gets old

What's the point to paddle when there's water in the boat
What's the point to battle when there's frogs up in your throat
What's the point to travel when it's freezing and it's cold
I suppose sight seeing, that's just how that shit goes

Lemme be real - I'm gunna lose myself
Not in the way I want Imma let loose on hell
Lucifer can not contain this motherfucker up in his cell
Whomst thy one that toll the bell spray the draco, roll the shells

I hate this shit, I'm broke as hell, made a switch, oh you can't tell
Next time I'll be more blunt, you should know that sir - we brawl
Don't be ballsy, you should take a seat before you fall
All my friends are gone, I can count'em on my palm, see

I need palm trees while I'm down on - the beach
Girlfriend want to be a marine bio - logist
Worried that my best friend gunna be sent - out east
Right now he's in Madison, getting turnt each week

Right now, I'm not sure what it is that I seek
Right now, I'm not tied down by the wea - kest link
Right now, I'm not anywhere near my peak but
I gotta spring ahead on the boat and this leak cuz

What's the point to paddle when there's water in the boat
What's the point to battle when there's frogs up in your throat
What's the point to travel when it's freezing and it's cold
I suppose sight seeing, that shit never gets old

What's the point to paddle when there's water in the boat
What's the point to battle when there's frogs up in your throat
What's the point to travel when it's freezing and it's cold
I suppose sight seeing, that's just how that shit goes

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