reach in (feat. Trey's Mom)

Why is there a picture of you with your finger in your mouth?

From the grande jete a lot on your chest
These growing pains realize the depth (Depth)
Of your own "S" on top of your pecs I feel like it's just
Another foolish way taking account for myself (Taking account for myself)
Seeing the impact and hurt that you felt
Down in Disney 'cause DSD
Didn't deserve to show me
Your first set of tears
I'm sorry mama (Sorry)
Sorry if I broke your honor (Did I?)
They were toxic with the drama (So much)
Sorry we fell in, values were budging their way blinded by dollars
I had to zip lips (Zip lips)
Man that wasn't amish (Na, na)
Girls thinking that they ballers
What? they couldn't hit a swish (Ha, ha)
When you're my age I can't fathom
You were so strong without amour
Both parents passing and your sis distant
And you see the same in your daughter
Yet you pushed through all that fire ablaze
Got the J.D. at the end of your name
I'm left here in awe and amaze, There's not much to say

Oouu I'm sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you cry
But tonight
I'm cleaning out my
I'm cleaning out my (How)
I'm reaching in my closet

Cleaning this out is a promise
So I can be on my offense (One, two)
Making the moves that are honest
When I headed to Philly that August
Saw your tears coming for the second time
And I knew if you broke down (Broke down)
I wouldn't know just where to look now
With our shirts just as wet as New Orleans (NOLA)
It wasn't my attempt to go far away
I knew I needed to carve out my space
LO gave me love but we knew damn well (We knew)
There's a limit when you're skin isn't pale
This to say headed after a dream
And if they continue to sleep
I'm putting it all on my back
And lift it with fifty plus on the scale
Yo I'm a prevail
Ain't a question of if (Okay)
'Cause you laid out the blueprint
Way before Beyonce"s husband
Flaunted the keys, you and Dad started my ignition
More importantly showed me those hearts of steel
And kept us warm with love and Flint
And Webber since, put the two things together
I built upon that whole premise
Back in the day, fighting myself and my demons
All you gave was support, I push you away
And blamed you when I was defeated
I was a bad sport, and time off the court
Was something that I truly needed
Let me pop the cork, sit down on the shore
And sit down and tell you I mean this

Oouu I'm sorry mama (Oh my god Trey!)
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you cry
But tonight
I'm cleaning out my
I'm cleaning out my (How)
I'm reaching in my closet

For them selfish ways don't know how to apologize for
Have you deal with dad's open heart, you alone on Beaumont's floor
(I should of driven up)
I should of could of would of point blank didn't handle my shit (Didn't do it)
You need me physically I wasn't there
To put your lessons right there into practice
I'm so sorry Momma you know you inspire me
For times it doesn't feel like it, this song right here is my entire apology
I love you Momma and I'll always be your baby
Thanks for carving out the man that's in front of you lady
Dear Momma

That's gorgeous, Oh My God!
Okay I'm speechless Trey, I'm totally speechless
Oh my God
Demetrius
When did you, Okay, can you send me the lyrics honey?
Of course Momma, they're on Rap Genius, I'll send you the link
Oh I'm still recording, let me turn this...