Lost

Still here still at it for me
Still here, same habits n dreams
Still here, as pen ink bleeds
Psyche ripping at the seams but
Im still here and i wont be stopped
Keep pushing, keep aiming for the top
I know im on the edge of the drop
Kamikaze am i ever gonna stop

I cant be saved now
And i wont be saved
I cant be saved now
And i wont be saved

Whens my time cause i feel its due
Got dreams i wanna see them through
Tough times make me think of you
But i fight through it cause its what i do
Im allergic to the shit you spew
Find catharsis in the pain its true
Stick to the back of your brain like glue
Its fuck the world and its fuck you too
Im done with games i want the game over
Fuck the weight of the world off my shoulder
So much harder when you get older
Remember what ya elders told ya
Gotta come through with a lions heart
Claim stake in the name of art
Bleed passion from the very start
Scream until i rip my throat apart

Pledge to be more than what i am
If i sound sure in my belief its cause i am
I hold myself accountable for what i am
If you see the dead in my eyes its cause i am

Pledge to be more than what i am
If i sound sure in my belief its cause i am
I held myself accountable for everything i am
If you see the dead in my eyes its cause i am

Still here still at it for me
Still here, same habits n dreams
Still here, as pen ink bleeds
Psyche ripping at the seams but
Im still here and i wont be stopped
Keep pushing, keep aiming for the top
I know im on the edge of the drop
Kamikaze am i ever gonna stop

I cant be saved now
And i wont be saved
I cant be saved now
And i wont be saved

Feeling like this is a fever dream
Vision starts to clear but im torn between
The man i wanna be and who ive been
Anger rising as my skin turns green
Hyde in the shadows when i feel that rage
Writhe in pain when i bleed on the page
Trapped in my mind, locked away in a cage
I really dont think ill come away unscathed
When i reach in to myself and rip out my soul to bare
Let it all go while smoke fills the air
Im dying to become who i wanna be
Like a phoenix from the ashes reborn do you hear my plea
Internally damaging me and my mentality
I must eradicate insanity in me to avoid tragedy
Time is of the essence so i do all within my power to claim majesty
Until then im still

Still here still at it for me
Still here, same habits n dreams
Still here, as pen ink bleeds
Psyche ripping at the seams but
Im still here and i wont be stopped
Keep pushing, keep aiming for the top
I know im on the edge of the drop
Kamikaze am i ever gonna stop

I cant be saved now
And i wont be saved
I cant be saved now
And i wont be saved