helpless.

I got so much on my mind I don't know where I should begin
A part of me wants talk about this money that's comin in
Fuck that

I got so much on my mind I don't know where I should begin
A part of me wants talk about this money that's comin in
Another part say fuck that
Let's talk about the love that i get
But I don't ever see no love back

I hear they comments that you make about me
But I'm so above that
If I through it all away just to respond I bet you love that
They been throwing shades so long
I'm just trying to bring the sun back
Treating this process like I fell off
Call this the comeback

It bothers me how grown men hate on what's success
I know you rather see me regress
But I keep elevating
Never made no ties with the devil
But I'm hella patient
God gifted in this present time I've been boxing with Satan
Slowly been losing my mind
So tired of faking like I'm okay
Cuz' I'm not
One false move and I can end up in the box
Lose it all just because I lost control on all my thoughts
You feel my pain when I talk

I'm somewhere in between
I got nothing left and I've grown
What's next
I'm making sure my family good
Even if I'm taking less
They hate to see the voice I had
They climb trying to take my breath
I swear
Everyone of you niggas would be so rich
If the time you spent to hate on me
You actually invested
Saying I'm not hood enough don't have me offended
That's not the message in my music that I'm trying to convey
I come from humble beginnings
I never saw the light of day
You can't say I never struggle
We struggle in different ways
Just because you don't relate
Don't mean you gotta throw shade
I spent a week without music
Was tryna get my focus straight
Getting bigger as we speak at an alarming rate
I see what it's done
Hate on me can't say for what
You as weak as they come
I'm always repping for my city
And I do it for the ones lost in they ways
Fillin they body up with drugs
Who lost somebody so close
From a killer spilling that blood
Who been praying all the time
But feel like blessings never come
I feel you and I've been through that phase
I was stubborn and hard headed in my youthful days
Took a look in the mirror that's who I would blame
But life would get better I can't complain
Booked a flight, I'm headed straight to the islands to clear my head
Avoided so much drama could've ended up dead
But it's almost like i knew I was chosen
I burn bridges but another door open
I let god leak

My ex told me I'd never find no one that's as godly
I sat back and laughed when I read that
Cause if you the closest thing there is to god
Then show me where the devil at
You said no bitch gonna come between us
I want my brother back
If I'm so broke then tell me how I got a hundred racks
Just to blow on stupid shit
I got another hundred racks just to spend it on this music shit
I don't care what I'm doing it's more about who I do it with, yeah
But I'll be fine by self (yeah)
I need to learn how to be selfish
A lot of times that I tried
Gave my trust but you lied
Sometimes I'm feeling helpless

But I'll be fine by self (yeah)
I need to learn how to be selfish
A lot of times that I tried
Gave my trust but you lied
Sometimes I'm feeling helpless

But I'll be fine by myself
I'll be fine by myself, yeah
I'll be fine by myself