pushing through (feat. Enyaphace & Landon Marcel)

Pushing through my pain
Moving out my way
God can set the pace
My life is full of change
It's another day
To move deep in his grace
My life is full of change

Pushing through the pain got me running I be speeding again
Over situations that people pleasing see me again
How can I combat what they need from me and see I pretend
How do I be rocking but deep within I need me a friend
Life is something special I'm feining man for a deeper end
They peeping and they need me they feel like they way deep in sin
They battling
They paddling
They locked and get saddled in
I rock you all to sleep then paddle it
He's immaculate
God is way too good to me ah
I lift his name up through struggles from the enemy ah
So ima turn my other cheek when you offending me ah
I can't go another day with out me praising him cuz
Aye aye aye
God is good
I put that on the hood
When I feel understood
I bundle up
A stash fire wood
And then I light it up
Was tired but
I say I bright it up
Know that I'm higher cause
My God above
I'm locked in wired up
And I admire him

Pushing through my pain
Moving out my way
God can set the pace
My life is full of change
It's another day
To move deep in his grace
My life is full of change

Dear father here I go placing my burdens on ya
Know we ain't speak in a minute this call urgent
I feel like I'm losing purpose
Or maybe it's just my slight obsession with being perfect
My brain is just overworking
Like perfect example I barely get through these verses
Without scraping the idea cause there's always a better version
Or feeling like half the time I'm not being me
I'm thinking deep in fear of someone else judging me on the surface
Starting to feel complacent
20 years of dream chasing
Yet me and success are the furthest thing from adjacent
I was 8 sending tapes to labels tryna find our way in
Like Shawn Marlon Damon Wayan forget it
Sorry for complaining
I understand that even in my stressing there a blessing
And dwelling on the losses is right when the lesson lessens
But ima work in progress sometimes failures just part of the process

Bad decisions we can often make
When we're often in an awkward state
It's optional the way we view the obstacles
Through the opticals or off the faith
I'm sad to say this train of thought I don't often make
No fair so I try to hop the gate
With oceans of coping don't get lost in the waves
It's surf's up since this hurts up for display
Then wiped out till my lights out for the day
I've taken too many L's to be cool off of a J
I sweat out all my attire
Racing trying to reach these goals on flat tires
To end up just at tired
My God be that fire
Who can sit in His throne oh the satire
I'm a family guy got it out of the quagmire
I subtracted my flesh now I'm blessed to admire
How God became that kind of Saul to Paul pathfinder
That blind ya
So you can see the mask is gone I've drawn nigher



Credits
Writer(s): Kalin Jones
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