I Do That Too

Waist was thirty bout 2 months ago
Now i hate trying on my clothes
See all the guys at the beach in their suits
Thinking about the weight that i need to loose

Because i think no one will love me and nobody will care
So i change everything about me sexuality and hair
But i still think u don't love me even tho sometimes u do
Hear u talk about other guys
But i do that too

Go for a swim and ride my bike all day
God i wish that i wasn't gay
Cuz then i wouldn't think i had a chance with u
But then i see u and think fuck maybe i do

But your so skinny and pretty and I'm none of that
Look in the mirror and cry and say I'm fat
But maybe if i was attractive and skinny more
You would care about me be what i live for

So i keep checking the scales
Stop eating food
Even tho i know that this isn't good
Silently i will love you
Even tho i have no choice
Cuz nothing rly matters god
I fucking hate boys



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Writer(s): Dylan Curry
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