If Only

Timing is everything
That's why you gotta be precise when you looking for a wife to give a wedding ring
Up and feeling heavenly
Don't be dwelling down where the devil speak yeah, somewhere I spent several weeks

Darker times, from harder fights it's part of life
Karma striking like lightning, but it don't harm you twice
Not in the same spot... get your heart broke
Guess it wasn't as real as you thought, oh

If they only knew the way that you making me feel
Roller coaster of emotion I stay for the thrill
Locked into place, couldn't stop with the breaks
Reaching for your love baby, an impossible chase... but wait

Underwater independence, off the depend
Calling it relationships, got me sea sick
Tryna give em' love, rather give em' defense
Why my walls looking tall, ever since that Ri shit

All and all, I hope you doing better
I know you always up to mischief cause you truly clever
But you find the love you want and pray its truly special
Instead of being all alone, but remember

Trust is earned and then given, don't you forget it now
Peace and love through a hug is all that we giving out
Rather be living in debt, then living in doubt
Got me thinking how it could of been with you around

Never thought we wouldn't speak again
But I eased it in... pain is only temporary like the seasons end
Might be cold now, but I'm dropping the heat
Summers coming, so you can watch me let the flow down

Thoughts thicken when the scars itching
Look at the car I rented, even started bartending
Still a large difference, ways that we changed
But I don't think that you could handle all the weight of my name

We came a long way
Wasn't all in a day, took a year to forget

Smile on your face again
Hope you've gotten everything you wanted
Out of chasing men and trusting them to take you in

No judging... I stay away from courts
Less we pouring up pints, baby let's take a tour
Steal your heart then take you shopping so I'm paying for it
I ain't seen something this precious since my baby boy

Always leave me wanting more
Walking through them doors, have me falling to the floor
I'm married to the game, but I'll be calling for divorce
If you try to come my way, lord knows I'm all yours

You truly an angel and I just have to thank you
Praising God cause he made you, thank your mother
Cause without her you wouldn't be around to save me
At every angle... If only we were able



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Writer(s): Ryan Richardson
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